I have been away from social media for a while, and many things have happened, many doubts and many feelings.
In the deepest recesses of my being, something was beginning to stir. I am truly someone seeking to discover myself, to understand myself.
The love I feel for my wife is genuine and deep; she is my partner, my confidant. However, the weight of these new discoveries is becoming unbearable. Life as I knew it is suffocating. I often revisit moments in my life in search of clues, of signs that justify these new desires.